Smoke

I smoked twice today and I ate after both seshes.
Finally got food into my stomach.

Right now

My anxiety is high, I feel if I open my mouth I’ll throw up. I haven’t eatin a full meal in almost three weeks. I’m literally living off of a cup of coffee a day and whatever I can hold down. I’ve lost 10 lbs and that’s not good or healthy.

The only thing keeping me from throwing up are deep breathes right now.